Sunday, October 19, 2014

imthedog


So when I become disappointing...They always have this grass is always greener mentality until they find out its not grass. Its just another domestic carpet in another shade of brown. Nothing too wild anymore. Maybe it had more bounce or was softer when it was first laid.  And then there's that real life foreshadowing that's always unfortunate. "Oh that poor dog" but then you really are the dog pissing on the carpet in the end.

Egg donation plese


            Have to ask you a very personal question. A favor. If the answer is no, just text me the word "NO"...you don't have to explain yourself.
         I am sitting here on a Saturday morning, just thinking to myself. Exploring the possibilities, I guess.
         My husband and I tried to have a second child after Bianca. Didn't work out. Doctors tell me my eggs are too old and the DNA is faulty now. Best bet for us is to have an egg donor, then I carry the baby to term. Girl in her twenties is best egg quality, virtually zero chance for problems with the health of the baby.
                 
        
        
         Not something I would normally ask via facebook, but the only way I have to contact you. Also, it is easier for you to think about before responding, not like a personal conversation. I would feel like I was putting you on the spot.
         Of course your parents would probably kill me for even asking you this, but you are old enough to make your own decisions on stuff like this now. If you decide you want to, and want to involve them, that is fine with me.
         I don't know what your life plan is, but if you plan an extensive career (like me) before starting a family, you may do well to collect some of your own twenty year old eggs and freeze them for yourself in case you find yourself older, like me, and ready to start your family---but biology is making it difficult. If you do one "collection", you could give me one or two and save the rest for you. They collect about 15 or so at a time. Wish the technology had been available to me in my twenties. You have more options.
                 
        
        
                  Again, don't know how you feel about this in general, but girls make a lot of money collecting and selling their eggs for donation to couples who need egg donations to conceive. I think it rakes in about 10K per collection. It is clearly a very personal choice, though. Not for everyone.

i did it


I did it
I got my shit together
I figured it out
cut the cord
let go of the fantasy
got  the job
have the apartment
Made the studio
when I drive it's only me alone
I did it
I figured it
I got my shit together
I am perfectly thin with the right amount of muscle
I jumped over the hurdle
went around the obstacle
squeeze through the block
I was close 
then I slipped
but now I did it
I figured it out
I got my shit together
the shit is in line
It reeks 
set ablaze under my ass
I can do more say more feel more
because
I did it
I totally fooled you
I am buddha with my yoga mat and raw food diet
Now the shit is mainly green
Green veggies and 
green money
Money
I can drop it on you
Because I figured it out
Found the way
the right floor in the parking garage

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